Christmas and New Years 2012

Well hello blog.  

It has been so long. 

I am very sorry that I have neglected you as of lately.  I have been very busy with Nadia and the Holiday season that has FINALLY passed us by.  

I shall start with Christmas.

Christmas 2011:

Christmas was at Stephens Uncles house this year again.  it was a great time.  Just close family and a few friends.  Nadia was kinda fussy.  She got alot of cute things and some toys.  I got some awesome (warm) Pjs, and some awesome Slippers and my most awesome Green Bay Packers santa hat.  Which the Packers won on Christmas day =]  That made it very awesome.  Nadia started to laugh and "baby talk"  it was so damn cute.

It was a very relaxing and fun Christmas.  Next year Stephens mom was thinking about going to my parents house.  Which would be AMAZING.  I would love that so much.  I rarely get to see my family and I get to missing them so badly around the holidays.

Well New Years was yesterday.  Its now the 2nd (technically).  It didn't go as I planned.  Stephen and I had a huge fight and made me think that he no longer loves me.  He told me that he is no longer interested in me.  That its all a joke.  Im not going to get into details on here.  I am trying to make this a positive post.

Well for this New Year  I am wanting to lose all my baby weight and maybe some more.  Possibly get a car/truck and get on my feet on my own.  Its going to take some time and a lot of effort.  Just pray for me and  hope that things this year will go good for me.  The last few years haven't been the best for me.  A lot of up and downs.

Well i hope that everyone has a great New Years and make the best of it as you can!

It Begins...

Ah, yes.  The shopping season has begun in full swing now.  Christmas is right around the corner and everyone is out and about getting what they need for it.  Black Friday, I guess, was CRAZY!  Me, I stayed home and didn't do anything, well I did put up the Christmas things.  Our little tree looks so cute.  Nadia loves to just sit in her swing and start at the lights on the tree.
  I will not go out on Black Friday.  People are wayyy to crazy. 
I saw people fighting for an XBOX 360 at Walmart on the News and told myself, I will never be like that ever. 
Yes, I like a good bargain but I will not go out and deal with that madness. 

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Well my Thanksgiving was decent.  We spent it at Stephen's parents house.  We went over there and watched the Packers kill the Lions.  It was a close game there for a min but they beat em.  We are now 11-0.  Still UNDEFEATED!

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Now we are just sitting around and watching the world go by.  The cold weather is in full swing here in WI.  The low tonight is in the 20s and the high was in the 30s.  yulp, time to get out the winter clothes and space heaters! 

Happy Thanksgiving!

Hey Yall!  Its been so long since I have wrote a blog about anything.  I have been so busy with Nadia and trying to get the house back to normal that I have no free time.  The free time I do have is for sleeping and when Im not sleeping then I am taking care of the baby. 

Anyways.  

It's Thanksgiving!  So, I thought that I would write and tell everyone what I am thankful for.

1.  I am Thankful for the roof over my head.
2.  I am Thankful for the food in my belly because there are people out there that don't have that.
3.  I am Thankful for the car that drives.  It may not run great but its still working.
4.  I am Thankful for the meds that I take everyday to help me feel better and the doctors that help me along the way also.
5.  I am Thankful for the few friends that I have.  I love you all and wish you Blessings.
6.  I am Thankful for Stephen.   Without him I wouldn't have a lot of the things that I cherish.
7.  Last and formost I am Thankful for my Daughters and my Family.  I miss you all very much and I wish my Family the biggest Blessings out there. 

I hope that everyone has a great and fun day!  

Also PACKERS PLAY TODAY!  Woohoo! 

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Another thing.  My Cousin Over at My Discovered Thoughts is having as Contest for the sweetest looking Felt Buddy!  Click that Link above and go and ENTER today!  :)

Felt Buddy Contest!

Hey Everyone!  

My Lovely cousin Nikki over at My Discovered Thoughts is having a contest for the cutest felt Buddy EVER!  So yall should click on the Link above and go and ENTER today!  

I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL holiday weekend!

Starting New.

Today is the 12th of November and the first day of a new kind of life for me.  I started my medication today.  I am going to stick with this kind.  It doesnt make me like a zombie and gives me energy.  It doesn't make me feel sick either.  I am less grouchy and seem to be in a better mood today.  I know that it is going to take a few weeks for it to really kick in but I can already feel it working.  I have been really down and out of it for such a long time that i think that is all that I have known.  So with this med that im taking its making me feel it fast. 

just being cute

Well,  Nadia had her first taste of that rice cereal.  She was having a hard time eating it.  I made it like a whole milk type.  She only ate 3 ounces of it tho, so i am hoping that she is full.  She hasn't been fussy about being hungry but lets just see.  
Its Saturday and we stayed home today and watched college football all day.  Now I'm watching TCN.  Its a Country Music station that plays music videos 24/7.  Literally.  I made a HUGE thing of Nachos for Stephen and I to eat tonight.  I felt like nachos so we had nachos lol.  We couldn't finsh em either.  We only got half way thru them and we were both stuffed! lol.  They sure were good as hell tho.
Tomorrow is Sunday and we aren't doing anything either but watching some pro football and I will get my paper and clip all the coupons and try to finish laundry!

Yulp we tore that up! lol

11/11/11

Ok, So I have no idea why everyone is all excited about tomorrow.  I think its just another day.  I mean so what its 11/11/11... Tomorrow I have a doctor's appt to see my Psychiatrist.  I hope that they put me on something that is going to help me and not make me feel like a zombie and that isn't going to make me feel sick either.  Not looking forward to it either.  I have to be there at 9 am. Thats to early to be out and about.
Well I got bitched at for adding people on my FB by Stephen.  IDK what his problem is.  He turned off my phone and the cable as well and now he is telling me that I have to walk tomorrow to my doctors appt, we will see how that goes. 
Nadia is doing good.  She turned 2 months old on the 9th (Wednesday)  She is trying to sit up and she is moving around a lot too.  She is also getting to be a chunckster too.  She's been downing a 6 ounce bottle at almost every feeding.  She is also starting to sleep longer! WOOT WOOT!  I'm excited about that. 
Anyways I dont have much to say on here because I guess I am full of drama.. Well Im out for now. 

Yall have a good day.  :)

Another week gone by

Well its now Monday the 7th of November.  

The last week has been very hectic and not so grand at all.  Stephen and I had a very big fight which ended in the cable getting turned off and my cell phone being turned off on the 11th.  (bullshit)  Things are still very rocky and I feel as if we are just living together as room mates and nothing more really.  We rarely say I love you nor do we kiss each other often at all.    I was told the only reason I am here is because of Nadia... Not something that makes you feel very welcomed and loved at all.   I was also told to jump off a bridge and also called a lazy fat bitch.. not very nice at all.  

Also my mother,.... I no longer talk to.  I am considered full of 'drama'.  Not something you tell your daughter.  I have always felt a let down to her.  My brothers get more of her attention and things done for them.  I feel as if im not good enough at all... idk.  

I guess im done on here for now..