Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Excitement
Well we are going to be moving into the new place here in the next two days. Im really excited to get out of his parents house and get into our own place again. I cant wait to get our new appliances and use all our new dishes and things that we bought over the month. =] Its a 2 bedroom and we are going to use the other room for the nursery and where lilly will be staying when she comes and stays with us. Also I cant wait til it starts to get warm so that I can get some potted plants out on the deck and go swimming tehehe. IDK i am really excited about that. *sigh*
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Saturday
It's Saturday and I am just sitting here bored watching some Saturday morning cartoons while Stephen is at work. Waiting on him to get home so that we can go unpack somethings and clean the new place up =]
Well I found out that I am 10 weeks and not 7. I am almost thru my first trimester. Excitement. I have seen that i have a wee baby bump now too. *sigh* I hope that I dont get HUGE. I heard that Stephen was a huge baby when he was born. We will find out what it is in about a month, month and a half. =]
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Upydate =]
Well its been a trip so far.
I finally found out that I am due on September 16th of this year and that i am just about 10 weeks. i will be 10 weeks tomorrow and i am excited because I am finally almost done with my first trimester and its going to get a lil easier and then it will get hard again. I am ready for it and I cant wait to get into our new place next weekend. This weekend we are just going to go over there and unpack the place and get some things set-up, Since we wont be able to get the TV and couch because the Daytona 500 is on and Stephens dad wants our huge Tv for it lol. Its alright tho. It will be nice to get some more things for the place and start to get it set up and all ready for us to move in and everything. I know that the bedroom is just about set up besides the mirror on the dresser. Anyways. Today its going to be in the 50s and cloudy. o well. I guess that is ok. I cant wait for spring. I am so ready for it to be warmer.
I finally found out that I am due on September 16th of this year and that i am just about 10 weeks. i will be 10 weeks tomorrow and i am excited because I am finally almost done with my first trimester and its going to get a lil easier and then it will get hard again. I am ready for it and I cant wait to get into our new place next weekend. This weekend we are just going to go over there and unpack the place and get some things set-up, Since we wont be able to get the TV and couch because the Daytona 500 is on and Stephens dad wants our huge Tv for it lol. Its alright tho. It will be nice to get some more things for the place and start to get it set up and all ready for us to move in and everything. I know that the bedroom is just about set up besides the mirror on the dresser. Anyways. Today its going to be in the 50s and cloudy. o well. I guess that is ok. I cant wait for spring. I am so ready for it to be warmer.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
*Pulls Hair out*
Omg
Today has been one of those days where you are running around and you feel like nothing got done with what you are doing. We have been out running around since 11 am and got home just a little bit ago (3pm).
We went to go look at appliances and try to go grocery shopping. Well we get to the store and my card wasnt filled up and that pissed me off because now we dont have like any food. Then we tried to go look for appliances and we went to a few places and found a place and some appliances that we wanted so we got them all wrote up and ready to go. Well we tried to pay and Stephens bank card was declined. So we went to the bank to see what the hell is up with it and they said that since his payroll check was a lot of money that they have to put a hold on it and we wont be able to get anything out til tomorrow... Great! We have been so stressed out today! Then When I called on my card for the food I was on hold and jerked around for over an hour and that was sooooo freaking frustrating because i did everything that they told me to do and they are still fucking up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to rip my freaking hair out!!!!!
Today has been one of those days where you are running around and you feel like nothing got done with what you are doing. We have been out running around since 11 am and got home just a little bit ago (3pm).
We went to go look at appliances and try to go grocery shopping. Well we get to the store and my card wasnt filled up and that pissed me off because now we dont have like any food. Then we tried to go look for appliances and we went to a few places and found a place and some appliances that we wanted so we got them all wrote up and ready to go. Well we tried to pay and Stephens bank card was declined. So we went to the bank to see what the hell is up with it and they said that since his payroll check was a lot of money that they have to put a hold on it and we wont be able to get anything out til tomorrow... Great! We have been so stressed out today! Then When I called on my card for the food I was on hold and jerked around for over an hour and that was sooooo freaking frustrating because i did everything that they told me to do and they are still fucking up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to rip my freaking hair out!!!!!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Superbowl
Well its Superbowl day and of course i feel like shit again. I am so tired of this anxiety shit and all these panic attacks! I cant take it anymore! I just want it to end and I want to be normal again! I am so shaky and panicky, tummy is upset from all the stress and anxiety. SO tired of it! I just want to enjoy the game like a normal person and not be all cooped up in the room by myself dealing with this because I cant be around a lot of people feeling like this because i will freak out and do something stupid...
*sigh*
I do hope that the Packers win and bring the trophy back here for the year where it belongs. Anyways.
I no longer have a job because I cant go into work with all this anxiety because I will go off on someone and all the stress from work is prolly what made me feel like this a lot as well. Well Stephen has worked ALL week and has to work all week next week with no day off til next Sunday. I feel sorry for him, He is takin a nap right now and relaxing before the game. I hope he feels more awake and less tired when he wakes up. Hopefully he will go to sleep tonight.
So we are starting to move things to our new place this month and will be out of his moms in a few weeks! yay
I have a therapist appointment tomorrow for my anxiety and I wish it was today because i need to get some things off my chest. I do like it there. It is like a school as well and they have a two way mirror and there are student/students in there that watch and listen in and they give there opinion as well. What they do is call in on the phone in the room where the therapist is and ask her to ask me or give me advise. Its really cool. Its like i pay little amount to get a few peoples opinion on things and how i feel! =]
so ya i go in there tomorrow evening. I do feel better after I go in there and talk to the Doc.
Well lets see here. What else. I think that i am going to start making things and selling them online for some extra cash. I talked to Stephen about it about a week or more ago and he said that would be a nice idea to do that. It would also keep my mind of shit to help my anxiety. =]
*sigh*
I do hope that the Packers win and bring the trophy back here for the year where it belongs. Anyways.
I no longer have a job because I cant go into work with all this anxiety because I will go off on someone and all the stress from work is prolly what made me feel like this a lot as well. Well Stephen has worked ALL week and has to work all week next week with no day off til next Sunday. I feel sorry for him, He is takin a nap right now and relaxing before the game. I hope he feels more awake and less tired when he wakes up. Hopefully he will go to sleep tonight.
So we are starting to move things to our new place this month and will be out of his moms in a few weeks! yay
I have a therapist appointment tomorrow for my anxiety and I wish it was today because i need to get some things off my chest. I do like it there. It is like a school as well and they have a two way mirror and there are student/students in there that watch and listen in and they give there opinion as well. What they do is call in on the phone in the room where the therapist is and ask her to ask me or give me advise. Its really cool. Its like i pay little amount to get a few peoples opinion on things and how i feel! =]
so ya i go in there tomorrow evening. I do feel better after I go in there and talk to the Doc.
Well lets see here. What else. I think that i am going to start making things and selling them online for some extra cash. I talked to Stephen about it about a week or more ago and he said that would be a nice idea to do that. It would also keep my mind of shit to help my anxiety. =]
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Blizzard
Well we are going to be getting a Blizzard tonight. Great. They are saying that we are going to get 9-20+ inchs total after everything is said done. I am not looking forward to going out in it tomorrow because I have to work tomorrow at 5:30.. Not looking forward to it at all.
They just closed all the schools tomorrow already and letting the kids out early today. This storm is not going to be a walk in the park. Welcome to WI...right.
Well I was in the hospital last week for some problems. Not gonna post it on here but the people that read this that are my close friends and family know what it was for. Well I got out on Thursday and i feel like I cant get my life back on track. I feel good and then I feel bad. I hate that feeling. I just want to feel normal ya know.
Well I am going to go for now and get warm and finish cleaning the bedroom.
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