Stressed..

Its been a few since I have wrote a blog.  I am sorry to those of you that actually read my blog.  I have been so busy with Nadia and trying to get the house work caught up with.  I dont think I have gotten anything caught up since we have been home from the hospital.  From trying to get some sleep and Nadia being really fussy the last couple of days nothing has gotten done.  We did get her photos taken and got them back.  They were so good.  I will post them one day when I scan them and what not.  Right now its Saturday night and I finally got Nadia to sleep and I am able to relax and try to get rid of this headache that I have had the last two days.  Not fun at all.  Especially when you have a baby screaming in your face.

I have been having problems with my emotions lately.  I have been very depressed and stressed out.  My hormones have been running really wild lately.  One min i will be fine and the next I dont want to be around any people at all.  Stephen hasn't really helped with it at all.  All he wants to do is sit around INSIDE the house and I like to get out and at least go to the park.  Hell even when we do go out he gets an attitude problem or something.  he never talks to me anymore and just sits on his computer.  Ya he helps with Nadia but he doesn't help to make me somewhat happy.  Well on my Birthday (which was on the 2nd of October) he did get me an awesome digital picture frame that has a lot of cool little settings on it and what not.  I love it.  That made my day.  It was really sweet of him to get that for me.  I just wish that I could get something for him for his birthday.  This is why I would love to have a job but he doesn't want me to get a job.  Which I have no idea why.  Its not like he is working at all. 

Oh ya on that topic.  He went to his doctors on the 4th and they told him that he cant work for another month again.  He starts physical therapy on this monday.  I do hope that it gets better because I am sick of him just laying around the house and being a grump because he can't work anymore.  Its real annoying.  I know that Im not always the happiest person to be around but it would be nice to get outside and get some fresh air.  O well.  So is my life I guess. 

Im going to go for now and try to relax some more.  My heads killing me. 

Night yall