It has been miserable the last few days and tomorrow isnt going to be any better.
I am miserable with being pregnant and dealing with a tiny a/c that barely keeps the living room cool but the bedroom a decent temp. I know for a fact that I will never get pregnant again during the summer. This is horrible. Yes, I know that I am complaining and whining but I have never been this miserable during the summer before in my life. I usually enjoy the hotness of the summer and usually get out in it to go to the pool. Now whenever I get out in it I instantly start to sweat and can barely breathe. It also does not help that we have no a/c in our car and Stephen isn't going to get it fixed either, (which i think is a bunch of bull since we are having a child and need it) so i sit here with fans going and trying to keep cool.
I did how ever go to the doctor yesterday afternoon for my 6 month check up and he said everything was looking good and that my blood pressure is good and my weight is good (which im at 150!!!!!!!!!) and I have only gained 14 lbs but man it took me awhile to get down to what I wanted to get down to before I got preg. He also told me that it is mostly just water weight because its getting hot and I am starting to swell up.... great. That's all I need is to swell up like a balloon and be hot. Lovely. Never again will I get pregnant during the summer. As a matter of fact I dont think I will have anymore kids. I am good with what I have and I do no want to go thru this anymore. Im done.
I did how ever go to the doctor yesterday afternoon for my 6 month check up and he said everything was looking good and that my blood pressure is good and my weight is good (which im at 150!!!!!!!!!) and I have only gained 14 lbs but man it took me awhile to get down to what I wanted to get down to before I got preg. He also told me that it is mostly just water weight because its getting hot and I am starting to swell up.... great. That's all I need is to swell up like a balloon and be hot. Lovely. Never again will I get pregnant during the summer. As a matter of fact I dont think I will have anymore kids. I am good with what I have and I do no want to go thru this anymore. Im done.
I really wish I was at the cottage right now tho laying in the hammock and going swimming with everyone else. Maybe getting a few rays of sunlight to get a lil brown and go fishing at dusk or at dawn. I miss that a lot and want it back.
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| Shriner Lake at Dusk |
Well I guess I'm going to go for now and get myself one of my Sugar Free Real Fruit Popsicle. Hopefully I can stay cool enough...
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