This is week so far has been a roller coaster of emotion. With my mental illnesses and Stephen and I not getting along this week has been miserable. I have been very stressed out and anxious. I can feel it in my chest. My hearts racing and I always feel light headed and anxious about everything. The stress has got me all emotional and I think I have cried more this week then I have in a long time.
It is offical now that the wedding is off for now. I will not be getting married anytime soon at all now. Since Stephen and I have been feuding its just been decided to be canceled. I'm really sad about this. I have been thinking of going home because I cant take the stress anymore. I don't know what to do. I am confused and depressed about everything. :(
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