Nursery Ideas and Rain.

As of lately I have been looking at colors and themes for the nursery for our baby girl. 
I have a few ideas.  I know that I want pink somewhere in there.  I love the combo of a pale yellow, pink and green for a little girls room.  There is a lot I can do with those colors.  I am looking at items I can use to make wall decor and wall hangings for her room.. I know that when we figure out a name for her that I want to get some letters at a craft store and makes them all pretty and hang them in her room.  I also want to take our old dresser and sand it down and paint it white and would love to put new hardware on it and make it look all girly.  I guess the photo uploader on here is messed up and wont let me put any photos on here.  I will try to post some photos of the Ideas that I have later if I can.  

Also its been so rainy and gloomy.  I just want a nice day of weather where i can open up all the windows and keep them open all night and the next day to get that crisp morning air in the house.  That morning air also makes me wake up in the morning and feel great.  I have no idea why but it does and I love it.  Even tho I do live in the middle of a city and its noisy and our neighbors are pest its gorgeous in the morning around here.  I am hoping that this weekend will be nice and warm and sunny so Stephen and I can get out and go to the park or somewhere to get some fresh air and relax in the sun.  I am super white and need to get some sun. 

Well if y'all want to check back later i will try to have some photos up =]

Adventure In Milwaukee's Southside

A few days ago when it was really warm Stephen and I went to his parents house for some Pizza and I got bored and started to take some photos of the way home from there.  Its a good 40 blocks away and the sunset was gorgeous.  Some of the photos are blurry and what not but I think that they turned out kinda pretty.  =]

 

Almost 6 Months!

Me almost 6 months.  22 weeks.  :)

I am almost 6 months pregnant!  I went to the hospital over the last few days due to some mental health problems.  I realized that I am almost 6 months pregnant and I have only gained 5 pounds!!!  Everything is ok and going great!  The doctors have told me that Its normal and that I might gain most of my weight in the last few months.  UGH!  That is when it is going to be the hottest outside!  Today its already 80 and i am like guh! lol.  I did some cleaning and wipping down of the walls to try and get the smoke smell out and i have all the windows open in the house to air it out and make it smell fresh in here.  :)  I just can't wait til Stephen gets home tho!  I am in a good mood and just want to spend it with him.  :)

Hard Times

These days are hard on everyone.  I have been going thru a hard time at the moment.  Money is tight and is taking a toll on Stephen and I's relationship.  We have been arguing a lot about things that are so small and stupid.  Makes us both rethink about our lives and what we really want out of it in time.  As I have said before, the wedding is off and wont be going on anymore.  

I guess when i took my ring off he took it and thru it in a dumpster at his work.  That ring was gorgeous and very very unique.  I got a lot of compliments on it and now I don't have it anymore.  Makes me upset and mad at the same time.  I don't understand why in the hell he would do that either.  Boggles my mind. 

Well last night was horrible and my Mothers Day was horrible too.  I sat at home by myself all day.  Went and did laundry and then fought with Stephen all night.  Which he left and never came back until after work today.  Idk where he was or what he was doing.  Wouldn't tell me.  

I don't want to leave because we have been thru a lot together and have a child together but, i do not how  long I can take the stress and name calling.  I do miss my family very much and I am homesick so much.  I miss my Indiana Spring/Summers.  The fields of corn and soybean with the cows and horses and all the trackers and trucks.  Dogs running wild outside and going fishing and playing in the lake/creeks.  

I do miss it... So I am so confused on what I should do right now...

*sigh*

**Happy Mothers Day**

Well Happy Mothers Day to all the Mommas out there!  

Today I dont think that I am going to be doing anything. 

I do know that i need to do some laundry and get that done for the week.  As for Mothers Day for me I haven't gotten anything or going to be doing anything.  My kiddies are still very young.  O well.  I still want to wish every Mother out there a Happy Mothers Day.  If it wasn't for you then non of us would be here at all.  I appreciate my mom very much because of the stuff that she does for me and I hope she knows that.  :)

Pregnancy Update #2

Well I went to the ultrasound doctor yesterday afternoon and got the ultrasound to see what we are making inside of  there.  We found out that its a................ GIRL!  Another girl!  I told Stephen that he is going to be swimming in the estrogen ocean!  Tea parties and barbies and cute little dresses and pink shoes :)  We have been thinking of names and havent really came up with anything that we can agree on but one name and that is Nadie, but we have a few more months to figure out what we are going to name her.  

I have a few photos that they gave us.  So here are some :)

Side view of her upper half.

Uho its a GIRL!!

Her little feet are so cute!

here is the face at an angle.  You can see the eye sockets :)

Trace Adkins "Just Fishin' "

 This song brings a lot of good memories back to me.

I used to go fishing with my step dad all the time.  We would get up really early and go out on the lake be out there til about lunch time.  Some days we caught some and others we really did catch but "weed fish" As i used to call them all the time.  Man I do miss those times so much.  I want to go back to those days when they were simple and things were better...

This is my Daughter when she went fishing.  I couldn't find any photos of me with my fish that I have caught :)

 

 

I'm lost with her there holding that pink rod and reel.
She's doing almost everything but sitting still.
Talkin' 'bout her ballet shoes and training wheels..and her kittens.

And she thinks we're just fishin'.

I say "Daddy loves you, baby" one more time.
She says, "I know, I think I've got a bite."
And all this laughing, crying, smiling, dying here inside is what I call living.

And she thinks we're just fishin' by the riverside, throwing back what we could fry, drowning worms and killing time.
Nothing too ambitious.
She ain't even thinkin' 'bout what's really going on right now but I guarantee this memory's a big'un.
And she thinks were just fishin'

She's already pretty like her mama is.
Gonna drive the boys all crazy, give her daddy fits.
And I better do this every chance I get cause time is tickin' (yeah it is)

And she thinks we're just fishin' by the riverside, throwing back what we could fry, drowning worms and killing time.
Nothing too ambitious.
She ain't even thinkin' 'bout what's really going on right now but I guarantee this memory's a big'un.
And she thinks we're just fishin'.

She ain't even thinking bout what's really going on right now but i guarantee this memory's a big'un.
And she thinks we're just fishin'.

Yeah
Ohh she thinks we're just fishin'.
We ain't just fishin'.
This ain't about fishin'.