New Years Eve

Well people this is the last day of 2010! 
I am excited to get this year over with and move onto a new one!
This year has had a lot of its ups and downs and even some really good times.  I am real excited to
start a new year and get things going on this family and wedding thing.  I have a decent job and a loving BF that loves me for me and puts up with my shit all the time.  Like i tel him, " I dont think there is another guy out there that would put up with as much shit as you do."  He believes me and its so true.  He says the same with me. 
I really dont have a New Years resolution.  I just want to love more and not fight with anyone anymore.  Get healthy (mentally) and just keep working.  I think that these are all a good and Ideal things that will happen if i keep to them.  Well We are going to go and get my check and im going to go to the mall and get a sexy shit for tonight that match the shoes that I made ^_^ so excited!!!

Happy NEW YEARS YALL!!!!

House Rules by Christin Kayne.

So you're tired and beat
And you've worked all week
And you need a place you can let it  go.
Where the girls go wild
And the boys play hard
And you need a little more than just the radio.
Well here's your open invitation
With just a couple regulations.
Let me warn you son, only come to have fun
We don't take kindly to serious.
So leave your troubles at the door
Unless you want some in here.

Welcome to my house, buckle up tight
Everybody sings and drinks, laughs & gets high.
It's a country music, a little soul, it's a rock 'n roll  rodeo.
We don't tolerate no sitting around
Everybody's dancin', groovin' and getting on down.
So before you come in here with some kind of attitude
You better read the house rules.

Around eleven o'clock when the front door locks
And the boys start raising the bottle.
Where the girls do the thing with the Mardis Gras beads
Yeah, You know they're gonna show 'em if they got 'em.
No matter what your story, a good time is mandatory.
Well rule number 7 says don't touch the women
But they can grab whatever they want to.

Welcome to my house, buckle up tight
Everybody sings and drinks, laughs & gets high.
It's a country music, a little soul, it's a rock' n roll  rodeo.
We don't tolerate no sitting around
Everybody's dancing,' groovin' and getting on down.
So before you come in here with some kind of attitude
You better read the house rules.

No such thing as last call.
We pick' em up when they fall .
We share the same bathroom stall,
Says the sign on the wall. 

Welcome to my house, buckle up tight
Everybody sings and drinks, laughs & gets high.
It's a country music, a little soul, it's a rock n roll  rodeo.
We don't tolerate no sitting around
Everybody's dancin', groovin' and getting on down.
So before you come in here with some kind of attitude
Boy, before you come a walkin' in here with any kind of attitude
You better read the house rules.

You better read the house rules.

Christmas

Merry Christmas!  I know its a few days late but i have been busy with the holidays and Lilly the whole time I was down in Indiana.  It was a blast!  I had fun and it was nice to get away from the city and get back to my roots where I belong.  The Country is so pretty this time of the year with all the white and blue skys. 

I saw a lot of deer out in the backyard the few days I was there and there was an 8 point buck out there as well.  It was sweet.  Well anyways.  Lilly had a great Christmas and got a lot of things that she loves!  She got a lot of barbies and accessories for them as well.  =]

She was so funny too.  It was really nice to see family that i havent seen in years and when i mean years i mean YEARS.  

I am really going to miss home. I love it there and I love the people there.  I cant wait to go back home.  Just like they say, " you can take the girl out of the country but, you cant take the country out of the girl." And that is sooooooooooooo true!

On my way back home to Indiana. Its going to be nice to get away from Wisconsin. Stephen an I have been fightin so it'll b nice to b away

Sorry......

So I haven't posted in a few days. 
Nothing really has been going on so i didnt post anything.
Well a few things have gone on and i am pissed about those things.
well first of off.  Stephen may be loosing his job because his boss is thinking about calling it quits, Second I got a thing in the mail about Support from Sean.  Ya what a surprise, ya know.
Made my day so lovely...
That made me so upset that i ended up in tears.  I couldnt take it anymore that i broke down in tears.  You know everyone breaks down once and a while.  Well I tend to break down more often then most people but I am also Bipolar and cant help a lot of it.  I was just so frustrated and pissed earlier.  I am still upset and pissed off.  I mean I dont want to have to deal with it but i have to and it is so stressful!  I mean why in the hell do they have to send that shit to you a week brfore Christmas and tell you that you have a certain time to get shit in or else...
CMON!  Seriously...Its bullshit. 
Way to be a jackass you fucking government.  I knew i hated the government with my whole heart and I know hate is a strong word but you know what....I really do HATE the Government.   I know that i am venting right now but I have no one to vent to in this stupid ass city.  No one to hang around no one to really talk to.. No one.  If i try to talk to Stephen he doesnt really listen... He acts like he does but he never talks back or really cares what I have to talk about.. So its useless to talk to him so I dont....
I keep it all locked up. 

 

Well hello there people.  Whats going on?  Well as you can tell.  Lilly went to see Santa with her Dad.  Talin (her father) said at first she was a little scared but then she warmed up and started to talk to him about Beau and her growing up.  It sounded really cute.  She did ask for some things and  I will see what I can do to get those things for her because she deserves to have them.  

Anyways.  

We have had a major Winter storm that blew thru here last night and today.  I had to go into work today for a meeting and it was HORRIBLE!  The roads where not plowed and there was no sand/salt on the roads yet either and this was at 10 in the morning.  I couldnt believe it.  I seen a couple people that were slide off onto the side of the road.  There was also about 40,000 people without power in the counties that got the storm.  It was bad.  The wind was blowing a steady 45 mph with gusts over 50mph... horrible.

I hope that it gets better.  Everything is going to freeze tonight and be solid ice tomorrow.  OH YAY!!  not...

Oh well. 

Last night i wrapped all the presents that I had.  I still need to go and the rest of Stephens for him.  I need to get him some more.  He gave me a present early.  He got me Little Big Planet and an awesome sweater from the Indian store in the mall that i loved and tried on.  =]

I gave him one too because i didnt want to open one and he not have one to open so I gave him a sweater that i got for him at Old Navy that is warm and has a cool design on it.  He seemed to like it a lot =]

Pissed/ Customer Service/Pay Cards....

Ok.
So I get paid today right...
Well I cal my card to write a check yet again because the stupid effing card charges me to take money out when I go to am ATM.  Well it kept saying that i put to many numbers or not enough numbers in and i did it three times and made sure that i put all the numbers in correctly.  Well then I get Customer Service and they were no help at all.  She was stupid and had no idea what the fuck she was doing.  I got so frustrated that I torn up the check, threw my card and dropped my laptop on the floor.  On top of that Stephen came home smelling like nasty ass and diesel fuel and left his clothes in the bedroom!  THAT IS WHERE WE SLEEP DUMBASS!  GOD!  I told him to take his shit downstairs in the basement because i dont want that shit in the room stinking it up!  So I took it downstairs and threw it all in the wash and im keeping it down there whether he likes it or not. Im not having a stank ass room!  SORRY!  Not going to happen! 
Lets just say that I was in a good mood like 40 mins ago and now I am pissed off and irritable and just want to strangle someone right now! 
*sigh*
Breathe in and Breathe out..

Oh the joy of being BI POLAR!

THANK YOU!

Everyone thank my cousin for making my awesome blog layout!

THANK YOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok i just awoke this evening and I am wide awake.  I guess I slept pretty good.  I was extremely thirsty as well tho.  That could be a reason why too.  =]
Well I had work yesterday.  It was training and a lot of reading and going over what the Wedding Dress has and how many different kinds there are and what are all the styles.  I didnt know that their were so many different styles of Wedding Dresses!  Its insane! lol buuuuuuuut,  I am really liking it so far.  Even tho I am going to be broke for the next few weeks.  I told Stephen that I guess I will get another part-time job again and work that as well and not go to school since we need the mula so much more.
~ANYWAYS~
It is officaly WINTER!!  Its so cold!  Its been in the negativess the last few nights and its been ridiculous!  This time of year I miss my family.  I wish I could go back home to IN and stay there but Stephen doesnt want to leave WI because this is all he knows.  I guess I understand what he means and everything but I wish he would see how cheap living down there was and not stressful like it is here in Milwaukee.  I mean the city is pretty and everything but there is just to much drama and crime in cities.  That is why I love my small towns.  =]

Sitting at the laundromat and was looking at the sky.. just thinking about you dad. Wish you could see me now..

Cooking dinner! Yummie!

So it has been snowing all day so far today.  Its a pretty snow.  It is starting to stick to the trees and the phone lines and all those things.  I mean this is the first snow and we are going to see a lot more this winter.  People are all out and about in it and are driving like crazy!  I mean c mon people stop being retarded and drive safely.  There was a two semi wreck on the interstate this  morning and it was leaking gas out all over the place out there.  So ya.. Christmas is getting close and I cant wait.  We almost have all our x mas shopping done!  woot!

On the eighth day God noticed a problem
For there below Him stood a cowboy alone
Stubborn and proud, reckless and loud
God knew he'd never make it on his own
So God looked out all over creation
And listened as that cowboy prayed
God took passion and thunder
Patience and wonder then He sent down
The best thing that God ever made

Cowboys and angels leather and lace
Salt of the earth meets heavenly grace
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/WOA ]
Cowboys and angels tested and tried
It's a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride

Nothin's changed since the dawn of creation
For you will find them together today
And only heaven above them knows why she loves him
But he must be the reason she don't fly away

Cowboys and angels leather and lace
Salt of the earth meets heavenly grace
Cowboys and angels tested and tried
It's a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride
It's a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride

So black friday has officaly been over for a day now and it has been busy still.  Work was actually slow at times but then it kinda got busy.  It was ok tho.  The bearded dragon that I wanted got sold and went home with someone good so at least that is good.  I wanted him but ya.. I guess I will have to wait to get one and get one of the babies. 



So... I am currently just sitting here bored.  Stephen is watching Good Will Hunting.  I have never seen this before so it is kinda blah I guess....

Black Friday,....

Ok so it is 7 in the morning and I am awake because i have to work on this crazy ass day!  Well I only work for about 5 hours so its not that bad.  i think that it will go fast and be kinda fun....we will see...

Thanksgiving so good.  I had it here in Wi with Stephens family.  I miss mine tho.  I wish that I could have it with mine.  but i guess it doesnt work that way ya know.  o well bring on Christmas!  I am excited now for X mas!

I cant wait to put up a tree and decorate it!  yay! 

FYI

did i tell you that i hate snow and sleet...
ya its dangerous!
i hate it.

I also hate people that disappoint me..

So work was not that grand. 
It is freezing out and it started to snow already!  C'mon!  I hate it already. 
I had to stand out in it and wait for the bus.  well Stephen did make my day when he said that he was going to come and get me so I wouldnt have to ride the bus home.  So i went to Barnes and nobles and looked at some Wedding books and Magazines.  Got a lot of good ideas and places in mind to take a look at and see if I well we like them.  Well right now I am just watching the first Lord of the Rings and relaxing keeping warm and cozy.  =]

Wow! Its super cold outside! Wisconsin why oh why do you have to be so cold. I mean c mon don't you know about this little thing callled the sun!

Bored

So its about 10:30pm and i am just laying here being bored and was thinking.  

My life right now is really good.  

i have wonderful children and an amazing BF that loves me and kicks me in the ass. 

If it wasnt for him then i wouldnt have gottin this far in the Interviews @ Davids bridal....

 I just want to say thank you to him and the people that are there for me.. 

Thank you.

Had the Interview!!!  it went really well and I really hope that i get it!  I am praying and keeping my fingers crossed!  Y'all should do the same please!  heh. 

Anyways.  It is suppppppppppper cold outside right now.  I think its still below freezing and the sun is out!  burrr!  I think a hot cup of coffee or some tea or even a mocha! mmmmm  that sounds yummie!

Here we go. Sitting in the parking lot waiting to go inside and have an interview at Davids. I'm nervous. This is the DM! Sigh. Wish me luck!

Right now I am just seeing if the mobile works on here

Lately

As of lately I am still working at PetSmart and I am really starting to like it but, they dont give me enough hours so I went and applied for second jobs around the same area that PetSmart is around.  Davids Bridal is that place.  I am still in the Interview stage and I have one tomorrow and I am excited about it.  I really do hope that i get it.  They could pay more but they are also a Part Time job.  Which is ok because that means that I can keep my PetSmart job. 

Lilly is growing up so fast and learning a lot very quickly.  She is already using a computer and playing her games on there.  She is a doll =]

Stephen and I are extremely good and havent been happier.  We are living with his parents right now so that we can save up our money and get our own place on the mice side of town.  We are engaged now and will be wed in September of 2012.  I am very excited about it and I can not wait for it.   We are going to have a country theme wedding.

Right now I am really missing my family.  It is the holidays and i am miss spending times with them.  Like when we used to have Thanksgiving and then on Friday we would just stay in the house and set up the Christmas tree with all the ornaments that mom collected thru the years.   I miss going to the woods across the street with my cousins in the winter time and just playing in the snow.  During the summer i miss those late evening storms that roll thru the state and make it exciting and scary at the same time.  All those lighting bugs and sunsets on the fields.  the distant howl of a coyote and the crickets at night.  I miss all that.   This city life is hard and stressful.  I can't see the stars at night and I dont hear the crickets anymore.  No howl of the coyote and no lighting bugs. 

I do miss the country but I Stephen and this is where he wants to be and i can live with that.  =]